Cosby accuser on omitting assault in memoir: ‘I wasn’t under oath when I wrote book’

Janice Dickinson walks through the Montgomery County Courthouse during a break in Bill Cosby's sexual assault retrial on Thursday, April 12, 2018, in Norristown, Pa.

Janice Dickinson walks through the Montgomery County Courthouse during a break in Bill Cosby's sexual assault retrial on Thursday, April 12, 2018, in Norristown, Pa. (Mark Makela/Pool Photo via AP)

Not long before reality TV star and former model Janice Dickinson says Bill Cosby raped her, back in 1984, she snapped a picture of the iconic entertainer in a hotel in Lake Tahoe.

In the photograph, shown to a jury of seven men and five women on Thursday in Cosby’s criminal retrial, a younger, more debonair Cosby is depicted sporting a bright-colored patchwork bathrobe, a brown velvet hat and gold metal frame glasses. In the photo, he is talking on a phone in a hotel room.

Dickinson testified that after she snapped it, she began to feel what she thinks now were the effects of a single blue pill Cosby gave her to deal with menstrual pain she was experiencing.

“I was feeling really light headed,” Dickinson said. “When I spoke, it didn’t sound like my words were coming out. I was in my head,” she said. “I couldn’t get words out I wanted to say.”

Wooziness, she said, was overtaking her as she was sitting on the edge of a hotel bed.

“I was rendered motionless,” she said.

Dickinson is the fourth of five women prosecutors are calling to the stand in an attempt to show that Cosby’s alleged assault of Andrea Constand was not an isolated case. Dickinson, by far the most prominent of the parade of women, is not directly tied to the criminal charges. The judge has allowed her and four others to testify to demonstrate that Cosby over the decades acted with a “common plan or scheme.”

The accusing witnesses have ranged from grief-stricken to unflappable. While Dickinson was remembering an incident she says happened three decades ago, the 63-year-old mother of two did not falter.

She told the jury that after she was immobilized, Cosby mounted her. The smell of cigars and espresso, she remembers, was rank. And more memorable than his scent was the symbol of power and decency he had long embodied to her.

“Here was America’s Dad on top of me,” she told the jury. “A happily married man of five children, and I remember thinking how wrong it was. How very wrong it was.”

The next morning, she awoke in the bed and felt pain between her legs. Her pajamas were rendered askew. She discovered semen between her legs, Dickinson told the jury.

“I was disgusted and in shock and humiliated.”

The next day, when she confronted him on a lakeside dock, “he looked at me like I was crazy.”

His bewildered look infused her with rage, she told the jury.

“Well, I wanted to hit him I wanted to punch him in the face. I remember feeling anger, disgust, humiliated. Ashamed.”

Yet despite this, she buried the account for years, fearing going public would damage her career. “I felt victimized, and that’s why I didn’t go to the police,” she said. “I had clients who would not appreciate the fact that I had been raped.”

‘Dramatic liberties’

But when it was lead defense lawyer Tom Mesereau’s turn to cross-examine Dickinson, the intensity of the courtroom ratcheted up.

Wielding a copy of Dickinson 2002 memoir “No Lifeguard on Duty,” Mesereau forcefully asked why her retelling of the 1984 incident in the book’s pages did not include rape.

Dickinson chalked it up to poetic license, saying the ghostwriter did not include it. Plus, she said, she “was broke and needed money to pay for my children’s education.”

In other words, Mesereau asked, she lied in her memoir to make some money?

“I don’t lie, sir. Don’t call me a liar,” she shot back.

Mesereau pushed on: “You tell a completely different story in your book,” he said. “You say in this book you didn’t have sex with him at all.”

Without missing a beat, Dickinson said, “I wasn’t under oath when I wrote that book.”

That version of events, she now says, was “sanitized.”

On the stand, Dickinson went over some unsavory parts of her past, including how a reliance on cocaine sidetracked her modeling career and sent her into rehab in the early 1980s.

Mesereau had series of questions over Dickinson’s civil litigation aimed at Cosby, including a pending defamation lawsuit.

Mesereau trotted out excerpts from Dickinson’s three books in which she describes scenes in in the 1970s and ‘80s where heavy drug use and promiscuous sex were common, including wild party scenes at the New York discotheque Studio 54. From the stand, she told the jury that luminaries including Gore Vidal, Robert De Niro and Margaret Trudeau could be spotted on the dance floor.

She denies that she partook in the drug-fueled bacchanal as she has described in her book, saying again that she gave her ghostwriter “dramatic liberties.”

“Here’s the thing,” Dickinson said. “There is no way I could appear drunk and appear on the cover of Vogue all over the world. And to walk in famous designer shows. I did catalog work. I did commercial work,” she said. “If they smelled it on my breath, they wouldn’t have hired me.”

It took decades for her to call Cosby out publicly, Dickinson said, saying the guidance she was given when she was a 20-something was to keep her mouth shut for the sake of professional advancement.

“It would never get past Cosby’s legal team,” she said, recalling advice she received. “He’s a powerful guy. He can ruin your career.”

Before she got off the stand, Dickinson added a note of levity. “I think that you’ve been great,” she said to Judge Steven O’Neill and the courtroom erupted in laughter. “ ‘Law and Order’ is my favorite program.”

Two drinks, then a blackout

The last of the five “prior bad act” witnesses was Lise-Lotte Lublin. She told the jury Cosby gave her two drinks in a Hilton hotel suite in Las Vegas that seemed to contain something stronger than alcohol.

This was 1989, when Lublin was a 23-year-old model and actress.

“The lines could flow a lot easier if you take drink,” she remembers Cosby saying to her, as the two were practicing improvisational acting.

“I kind of trusted him because he’s America’s Dad, and he’s a figure I trusted for a number of years, including myself,” Lublin said.

But then she blacked out. The last thing she remembered was Cosby stroking her hair back after he told her to sit between his knees.

“I realized something else had happened after I blacked out,” said Lublin, now a school teacher. “I don’t know what it was, but there was a reason I blacked out.”

Lublin said she never tried to file a civil suit against Cosby over that experience, saying all she wanted was “an apology, to take some responsibility for his action, for some remorse.

“Especially someone who was old enough to be my father and represented himself as a father figure to the world,” she said. “Why would I want him to touch me?”

Constand, Cosby’s main accuser, is expected to take the witness stand Friday morning.

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